Think. Believe. Dream.

I want to send out a sincere thank you for those who wished me a happy birthday a few days ago! It really meant a lot considering that birthday was sort of the worst ones I ever had for personal reasons. I've been dealing with bouts of depression that has really affected my relationship with my boyfriend as well as my family and my schooling. So it was really great to see some still cared, because sometimes it feels like no one really does but that made me quite happy <3

Other than dealing with that I just finished a book that I had to re-check out twice since I couldn't finish it the last time so that left me feeling very accomplished. I went to books a million yesterday and purchased two new books as well as an adult coloring book. I'm hoing to rekindle a love for more of my hobbies to attempt to help with the depression.

Other than that I have like 5 tabs open for stories to read from spn_j2_bigbang and spn_meanttobe! In other words I have A LOT of reading to do.

Recs will come if anyone is interested from my reading adventure.

Here's your first rec from my reading:

Sunday, Maybe Monday by alexisjane (Big Bang 2016)
Summary: Jensen is a short order cook. He works, he sleeps – it's enough. Then one day, Jensen notices Jared.

I normally don't do huge age difference in fics but I'm so glad I decided to try and read this! I just love the simplicity of the story it really breathes life into the crazy, plot driven fics that we normally get, and produces something that is more organize and really makes you feel the emotions and the relationship. 

Just wanted to say thank you for all the v-gifts guys!

spnworld26, vinylreckoning, julieshadow ash48, villainary and nyxocity

Just wanted to say thank you to those who have sent me a card already! I have three so far and I'll take a picture of the cards which I hung on my door very soon.

Also thank you etoile444! I have received your gifts and I love them honey. The book is hilarious I read the whole thing to my mother and I know she'll love the zebra salt&pepper shakers!

Well I have already sent out cards for overseas (meaning outside of the United States) if you NEVER receive your card and you know you asked for one please tell me. I will be sending out the rest of the cards within this week so hopefully the cards arrive safe and sound.

And after this week this semester will be over and I get a month off and mylifewithin is coming down to stay for two weeks with me and my family.

I just wanted to thank everyone for the happy birthday wishes, pm's and virtual gifts I received.

Thank you dont_hate_me01 and julieshadow for the birthday posts, thank you to alienat, cappy712  and brochuyun (Whose B-day was also yesterday!) for the PM's. Thank you too mylifewithin, dont_hate_me01 and etoile444 for the virtual gifts!

And I'm so sorry if I am forgetting anyone. Not to mention all the messages and gifts I received from tumblr like:

From Andrew



And from Ela





So thank you all both on LJ and Tumblr for making my birthday a special one, since the only thing I did received for my birthday from family was a card with 25 bucks in it. Without the messages and the gifts from mylifewithin I probably wouldn't have even known it was my birthday so thank you.