Hey all! Long time no see. I updated my status over on tumblr but since this was my 1st home I'm going to update ya'll here as well. Basically I haven't been around much, been slacking on all fandom responsibilities I have prided myself in doing. I haven't been reading nor writing anything these days. My boyfriend even commented how sad it was that I wasn't writing like I used too.
This is not a goodbye! This is just a status update on me, more like an explanation as to why
it's been that way.
Just wanted to say that sorry I’ve been away so much. I’ve actually been dealing with medical issues recently. My anxiety has gotten a lot worse. I was diagnosed with general anxiety disorder last year and three nights ago I was in the ER with a panic attack. I have never had a hyperventilating panic attack before so that was scary. My oxygen level was down to an 88% and I was passing out and jerking back awake in the ER off and on. I had to be sedated and I was sent home the following morning. I would say it’s getting to the point of being extreme so if I am not on here much I apologize. Sometimes I don’t even open my laptop anymore due to the anxiety. It’s quite crippling and definitely kicking my ass at the moment. I have to figure out a way to cope with this so it doesn’t completely control my life. Just wanted you all to be up to date with the happenings of Cherry, if anyone was curious.
Other than that I am still trucking on, trying my best to get through school (which actually triggered that panic attack, more importantly a phone call with someone from school who I am 100% going to report for what happened over said phone call but that's another story)
Till then xoxo
P.S recently gotten netflix because my boyfriend had it then I had to have it. I've been enjoying watching Highway Thru Hell good show would reccomend to check out.
P.S.S one story that I've been reading despite my limited interest/time is It's In The Cards
10/10 will recommend.
P.S.S.S wouldn't mind taking recs for any vids/fanfiction etc. that you would like me to check out 10/10 will recommend